I'm right back at the starting point
all my lame excuses to heal have been ruined
and you know you can't save me every time
I am too deep for you to find

I stand right at the beginning of the end again
on the edge of the toilet you find me leaning in pain
I hate this rotten place so much
and I'll forever miss your touch

This time I'm reaching to the bottom of my disease
she's pulling me down and I cannot resist
this time there is no way out
for the last time, no one can hear me shout

I fall bare into the same endless hole again
I know where I belong - all I deserve is pain
the waiting doesn't last that long
here comes the rain

Washing me away , I don't wanna leave you
but you know I can't stay
by the time you'll open up your tiny eyes - I'll be gone
I have to admit that I knew from the start,
that Ana has won .