Can't breath
My head explodes
Too many thoughts
Heavey burden

Nowhere to run
Under the ceiling
Locked in a cage
No freedom

Soul is gone
Forgot myself
Ending of a bright day
Is knocking on the door

Looking for salvation
In the dark long cave
The black embrace
As a comfort for me

Trying to stay sane
To survive in silent
Freezing myself
For I won't get mad

It's the only way-
Give away a part of my humanity
So others won't define me-
Insane!!!


(was written in 14/2/05)