Now more than ever
I hate you.
Now more than ever
I despise you.
Now more than ever
I don't want to see your face.
Now more than ever
I wish we'd never met.

Now more than ever
I see everything in black and white;
No more choices, no more life.
Now more than ever
I feel wrong inside myself
For I don't feel anything no more,
Only the darkness of my thoughts
That swollows me whole into the void.

Now more than ever
I lost the desire and passion.
Now more than ever
I've got nothing more to fight for.
Now more than ever
The tears are falling like an angry river.
Now more than ever
I cut my flesh open and way too deep.

Now more than ever
I hate myself.
Now more than ever
I despise my own image.
Now more than ever
I don't want to look into my eyes again.
Now more than ever
I wish i'd never been born.