My life ends right now
as it did just a week ago.
I lack the courage of my convictions..
therefore i am left to endure -
the unreachable starts
the destructive earth
the blatant birds
the sight of your touching hands...

my existence is meaningless ,
now, that the voices have disappeared,
my dementia is fading away...
nothing is left that is completely mine ,
but a lovely marble stone
that i would love to share.