Get out of here! Take your feet and run while you still can!
Run while I'm still able to let you go, run before I hurt
you, run before you hurt me... Forget my name, erase my
phone number, get on with your life.
You don't know me; you don't know who you're dealing with...
You don't know my capacity of dependency; you don't know how
strongly I can feel and how suffocating it can and will be
for you. I don't want to love you; I don't want to want you.
We both will get hurt and I'm afraid I will not survive it.
Not again. I can't stand hurting you, I can't allow myself
to get attached to you, I don't want to care.
However, I already do. I'm fighting the love, fighting it as
hard as I can. But I can't deny that I care about you, that
I want you to be happy, that I love you... I'm not
indifferent to you anymore. The process had started. Run
away.
I'm too fucked up, I don't deserve you or your love, I'm not
good enough for you. How can anyone even look at me twice?
How can anyone get to know me and still want to be with me?
My friends are different; it's a different kind of love. But
dating me? That's insane. Keep your sanity, run away. Please
- just go. I don't want to hurt you. Don't make me hurt you.
Run.
Please.
Run away. |