I Hate to think, and I really don't most of the time.
I Hate the fact that I don't usually think, what gets me
freaqeuntly to embaracing situations, or unpleasant ones.
I Hate when the burden of the conversation lays on me,
...
I Hate the fact that I can't handle conversations,
fortunately people interperate my dead silence as a profound
listening, and understanding of what they say...
I Hate that too.
I Hate being alone...
I Hate the fact that in my whole good for nothing 18 years
of my life, and maybe the last 12 years of self...OK social
awareness I failed to change the fact that im still alone.
...
I Hate waiting for the buss to arive, I feel like I'm
standing naked making people's faces sour.
I Hate eating in public places, feels like im a monkey in a
zoo or something...
I Hate holding money in my hands. it burns them.
I Hate having a lot of money, not knowing the best way to
spend it.
I Hate buying things, either that I am too cheap or I'm a
big spender, just can't spend it right.
I Hate when other people do mistakes, hate to correct them.
...
I Hate weekends.
I Hate the sticky feeling of friday.
I Hate the fact that I have wasted all the fridays in my
life so far.
I sometimes Hate going out with my friends cause I know I
won't enjoy it, and I will just feel inferior to anything in
the world.
I Hate finding out almost every friday night
(mostly at 00:00 or 01:00 sometimes maybe 02:00)
that I'm all alone, it makes it sad even more when I'm
watching porn at those hours.
I Hate saturdays
I Hate the fact that I have wasted every single saturday in
the past seven years.
I Hate saturday's sticky feeling.
I Hate waking up late at saturday, feels like I missed
something important.
I Hate waking up early at saturday just to find out that I
have nothing to do.
I Hate me being so pathetic.
Lets start with the fact that I haven't grown up at all.
I'm still a god damn little kid.
I still think like a kid.
I want just the things kids do.
I don't know nothing of how I should live my life - kid.
I Hate my addiction to sex.
I hate not having any tact.
I Hate my ugly body - but don't want to change it in a too
artificiall way.
I just Hate the fact that I will never be good enough for
you.
I frankly Hate myself. |
