You said it's like a sickness
And no one wants to be sick.
But most of all you didn't want to be weak.
You started loving me from your heart
And not just from your dick.

You said the only way to heal is to leave
And I'm left holding back all there is that I have to give.
You left with a tear,
Hand in hand with your fear.
You left me here.
Waiting.

I hope you're not cured from me.
I hope my name still stains your blood.
I hope someday you'll realize,
That there are worse things than being in love.

You said it's like falling backwards
And you don't want to go there again
You just want to stay sane.
And you know it's not fair,
But you don't want to care.
And I agreed.
It's like falling.
It's like falling inlove.



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