It is you
Who I did not get any love from
Maybe it way in secret
Buried deep beneath the dust
You left me light-headedly
You did not consider me
It is you
Whose every other word was another promise
You should have been with me through the good and the bad
But it was not done
Very fast you ran away
Without me you were content
It is you
Who caused me so much disappointment
I loved you
I cried for you
You promised that nothing changed
But your words had no meaning
It is you
Who lied to me in the dark
To me you did not call
Only made excuses and lied
On birthdays you never showed up
I hoped you drowned
It is you
Who keeps giving excuses
I'm already grown up, father
So tell me why
Did I feel in another lame play of "Abima"
At the moment you said, I only left your mother
It is you
Who is left alone in the dark
For I already know the secret,
So tell me, why is the betrayal?
Just so you know, I don't feel love for you
Only a big sense of disappointment
It is you
Who used to cause me fear
I'm lucky I did not grow up with you
And that I did not inherit much from you
I grew up without you
I don't want a part of your life
It is not me who now lives in disappointment
Now, it is you |