I hate myself for leaving
I hate myself for love
I can't stop thinking about you
trying everything, just forget it all

you're sailing in my head
filling me with pain
I hate myself for crying
because it end again

I hate it very so
I can't
I don't want to
...let you go

You know I love you
and always will
so stop abusing me
treating me as unreal

Why just can't you see
deep diving in my heart
it won't take it anymore
pain, crying all this big sore

Just to be sure
That now it will work
it won't hurt
you'll do anything for love

But untill then, you're still far way
and I hate myself for loving you that much
and that I still care
What,When,Where
are you now

I hate myself for this
hate
hate it so
I'm crashing
slowly, very slow...