and now all i want to do is cry
while writing to the sound of a repeated sad tune
and i know ill be fine
but as the tears flow down my cheeks
I'm in another world
kept in a bubble made out of my own tears
hiding behind a silver shield
fragile and strong at the same time
hoping ill be strong enough to prevent you from hurting me
again
to stop myself from forgiving you
again

we've come down to this
no love, no friendship
no caring
just cold alienation that i don't wish to be part of

ill never understand why you hate me so much.
i never could.