You went there
Somewhere away from me
Somewhere in the dark
You left me
With dozens of people
They surround me
So fake
Doing themselves fainted
As if they could care less
About your care for me
About my frustration
They make me feel so empty
As they were in my place
With only the ability to gaze
At this maze
Maze with all the blocks
In my head
In my heart
I got to the end
You weren't there
I turned around
And fell
Forever
Into my own fog of art
Without my bleeding heart
Only with frozen eyes
And unconscious mind
With a memory there
Of you
And all those careless people
Then i start feeling again
And cry
Screaming from my inside
Moaning from outside
Sad all over me
Knowing you aren't there
To wake me up from this unending nightmare
And you never will be
But you are there
You are alive!
Why do I feel so different?
You are alive, why am I crying?
I want you to look at me
Please!
Watch how much I care for you
How can I know
If you see me
Without mucking at me
Behind my back
If I love you
Why do I doubt it?
If I know you love me too?
Please tell me
Am I the victim in here?
Do you know your main part in my show of life?