I've lost the meaning of my life
I see so blur and feel so numb
My heart feels lonely and not ripe
From all my thoughts that are so glum

I want to see a brighter day
To feel the fire in my chest
To drop this useless "perfect act
That fools me not, but does the rest

My days became as long as years
And dark as longest winter night
I do not cry, I'm out of tears
I wait for love as guiding light