I tend to appear weak but I'm always strong on the inside
giving up the thunders that overtook my voice
I blocked my heart with grudge and pride
and nowadays it is my choice
it's my heart's key's choice

you can't do anything to make me lose my weight
my wings are attached now and I shall fly
I'll sprint and close in to your suns and faith
until you admit your lie
until I'll admit mine

I'm now in for life, I left my apathy to die
I use it only for protection ties
and now I'm ready to save you from me
if you burn the sky
with the same fire in your eyes
I'll give you blood, to keep your sea

no fire is unwelcome at my lap, I am the flame master
I'll embrace your cracked heart until it'll unfreeze
you can come up crying and let loose of your suffer
I have a sorrow box as well as fresh days to seize
days to decrease

I've been raped and now cry only silent tears
but no spineless book I am, but flame flower in bloom
ditch anorexia, fuck all butchers and educator spears
I'll do anything to make a little room
it's your home too

I'm now in for strife, I left my empathy to die
I use it only for protection ties
and now I'm ready to save you from me
if your flame is to fly
though you don't show those grown up tries
I'll give you blood, to keep your sea



June 1999