Nothing is okay anymore
i can't just hide things under the rug, under my skin
i want me dead, but i want to live
i know i'm just a teenager,
but it's just to hard for me
i am broken to pieces, I'm dying to fast,
i know i will survive,
but i'm not so sure i want to
everybody hurt me, they are killing me slowly,
taking every good thing i thought i had
they want me dead
they want me to be broken so fast,
they want to see me dead as soon as they will can
because they don't realy love me,
not realy care about me at all,
they only use me, they love to see me broken
i hate them.
they are me.
i hate myself.
i will kill myself one day,
before they will...
I won't let them win, this is a war

"it's me against the world"

it's not me and them anymore,
it is just me.
standing here, only lonely,
want to die...
but can't do this

i need them. even to die. please, hurt me.
kill me, torture me, do what you love to do to me...

please hurt me, help me die.


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