Let's get mysterious for a while,
I will not stop smoking for a time.
Profound notions - surreal - yet
benign,
No, I will never again ignore the signs.
The treasures and mines
in the paths of life
will not dissolve  beneath my eyes
while I suffocate from malevolent love
or other such strong obliterating drugs.
No!
I will stand up strong
I will stand up wise
You will not see my demise.
You don't have to wear that worthless disguise
I know what you are
I can read between the lines.
No longer need I fantasise
about my face wrapped between a gorgeous woman's thighs
You will accept in yourself whatever I despise
and I will move on
let the devils subside
The black,morbid self-made demons of the night.

Why not just let me be?
I just want to be me.
I just want to be free.