The coverage of my spirit is giving way to disclosure
I feel it being torn to pieces in an epidemical earthquake
Lending a few more pieces to a starving vulture
Now my soul is free, but its shield falls off like a
thousand snowflakes
You think you know me still, but you can't see that I'm
shattered
Make believe I'm whole, but you'll remain lying in your
hunger
It'll evolve into starvation, for to your need I haven't
answered
And to your soul I haven't appealed - but you did peel my
cover
Soak my feelings in your ocean of tears, I will remain
silent
Let me sink as low as can get, 'cuz I won't drown
Sweep my soul carefully under the carpet
Swap my bitter smile with a kindest frown

And you'll know, my love, you'll feel when I get warmer
And wake up all sweaty and my blood pushes me to chase you
In the steam of greedy shadows death is undulating like a
stranger
Pushing closer to the corner
Merging beautifully with harmony
Elusive like a butterfly
Hungry like a killer
Powerful like a mother
Grudging like a sister
And you swallow me, wrestle down and let me FUCK YOU, FUCK
YOU, FUCK YOU like an animal would never do
And I swear, I swear I'll never let anything consume me
Like I let the death of you




April 2000