Being sorry about love that passed away
Trying to keep it in form of top secret
Talking with someone you even don't know
Taking risks of saying no.

I forbid myself to do this kind of things
I laugh my life
How long I would carry it on.

Smiling to the crowd
Into myself I shout
Nobody can hear that
.It's forbidden to the fond

I learn to love myself
No matter what
I live my life without any doubt
No regrets or shadows of death

Forbid loving  
Forbid laughing
Forbid letting it all go out
Forbid me to rush with time

At the happy end -
.There is no such a kind
My forbidden was off
I try not to laugh
.I need to act the rough