My way - your way

I would have followed you
Around the world
But it was
You
I would have followed
Not
your way
An offer which you so politely declined.

In your eyes
.I see a manipulative me
blinded
to my blue eternity

Question marks:

I sisyphically come to your gate
And you welcome me with roses
Why can I only feel the thorns?

Symbiosis
A fundamental element of our us
Do I really need to be you?

heart verses mind:

You trust nothing
But the swivelling
Threads of your mind
I trusted once

It was my heart
And you kept it safe
While bashing it
With your mind

SCREAMMMMMMMM

There is a silenced scream
That you misinterpret in my line
It is my scream

And while you hear
a fading echo
My ears are aching

One day I will catch you
When you are sleeping
And I will sing my scream
Into your selective ears
And you will know
How hard it is
When you so academically let go

Love:

You know nothing about
Love
The only abstract that can be touched
The only mirror worth reflecting
The only grey matter

Yet you do know
How
to love
You black and white man
Passing an obstacle
Is only about willingness

I suspect your 'willingness'
You suspect mine
It is a tap dance
And you hate dancing

silence:

In essence
Words are de-meaning
And I'm tainted when you use them
If this was a world of silence
With our pounding rhythms
perhaps we could converse

Sensitivity hope and pain,
And I find myself at your gate
Again.

The End:

Sometimes
Realising
That there will never be
Closure
Is
A closure.