To call you by a shorter name
To think of a bizarre nickname
To lick you like a little puppy
To lick you like a vicious lizard

To fuck you smoothly while holding you like a piece of
margarine
To lie next to you in the bed I'm now violently destroying
It's too roomy

My shoulders are sore
My back is hurting
My body is ill for it is human now
I'm an angel with phantom pain on my missing wings
In the nights I sometimes turn off and the pain disappears

In my dreams im angel again
It feels more natural to fly when I dream
Than to jump and then fall when I'm awakwe

In my days, and more so in my white nights
I need you to make the pain vanish
But who the fuck are you?