I'm sorry.
I'm so sorry.
It's eating me inside,
Please, believe me.

I cry for you,
I cry for me,
I cry because I have no tears,
I cry with glee.

It's eating me up,
I pray for all my gods,
There's nothing I want, just....
I want to beat the odds.

Please forgive me,
Please, inside me.
It's hard to bear,
I can no longer care.

My tears are silent for my words,
My posts are hung on all the boards.
I beg forgivness
I wish for illness.

I can no longer bear it,
And I should end it.