My reality is cold,
Almost frozen from the lack of emotions.

Hiding all my life behind walls,
Walls I don't remember building.

Away from human contact,
Away from everyone,
But most of all away from myself.

Lying in the shadows,
Covered in darkness & loneliness only I can feel.

It's comfortable to blame everyone else,
When the only one to blame is me.

Closing behind doors,
Hiding behind silence,
Shutting everyone off.

Blinded with my own little lies,
Living in my small universe I can't even control anymore.

And now, everything is falling apart,
No walls, No defenses, No protection.
For the first time,
Naked in front of realty's big eye.

Hurt, Alone, Afraid, Paralyzed, Blinded, and Full of
Regret.

This is My Legacy of Pain.