Do i have to fullfil it?
Do you need me beside you?
I just need to get it over with.

Can you possibally change me?
Do you still want me there?
I don't want to get thru this.

It is  easy to find, what is cannot be mine.
It is hard to ignore, and I'm crossing my line.
Not sure I'm ready to dive in,
Although i'm anxious and dying to.

Looking back in regret, I can feel you breath.
It is slow, and painful, as you're lying underneath.

I fade away, and you are standing still.
Was it my decision?
Can I be This ill?

We make decisions, and then pay the price.