I want to write 'till you scream

Or until your deepest sorrow rolls
Down your neck inside your jacket
Until you stand behind me, reading again and
Suffocating on every word without a doubt
You might say it gives you a headache
Or maybe that I am too hard, too crowded
To understand

I want to write carelessly even if you
Fall asleep behind as hours rush and turn over    
When I shut down inkless by these useless words
It hurts like you wouldn't believe when I write
And you don't care
Because


I still want to write