Everybody goes to the sea to see the sun set.
I go up the river where everything begins
So naive in the ways of the human beings.
Every day is the same, I lie in bed, wake up dead.
You come inside my head and start to brag,
Don't believe to a single word I say
And when I need a friend to lay a hend
I know that no one will understand
Because I cant call god and ask him if
I kill myself I will feel relief,
I cant call god and ask him when
I will be a part in his plan
And I can't call god and ask him why
Because even when I start to cry,
When I look at him and say good-bye,
The sun-of-a-bitch doesn't replay.

I tried to breathe some air but my lungs refused to help me
So like many, I have left them in a parking lot.
Leave me alone, if you catch me I will be caught.
Every simple man with a brain can understand
That if  you want to go, just take your things and go.
Running away is the only thing I know.
Don't be glad when something bad
Happens to a man like that.
Everyone that looks at him sees an angle with out
And doesn't know the deep with in he is nothing but a devils
toy.
Twenty years and even more not a single smile
At least not a real one.

I have lost myself, again,
But then she came, a beautiful aura.
A smile appeared but what the hall is she doing here,
Kissing a man that wants to disappear.
But she doesn't seams to be afraid
But if she knew the things I do...
Oh god, I hope she wont push me away and leave today.
I will give her the world if we both diced to stay.
When will you see that no one is afraid
And I only exist in your head?
So go away and leave me alone,
You are the voice in my head when I answer the phone
And when I go out side and when I tell a lie
And when I try to die when I suicide.
Go away and leave me alone,
I don't need you no more and I never did.

Beautiful aura in my head and around
Beautiful aura in my head and around