Sometimes I wish
For it all to be gone
The days seem too empty
The nights seem too long
It all seems so hollow,
I still can't see why
I'm sitting right here
While it's all gone awry
I wish it was over
I wish I could lie
The dreams get too heavy
I don't wanna cry.
I don't wanna plunge
And I don't wanna sink
But it's just what I do
And my clothes start to stink
In my bed, In the lake of my sadness-come-true
With my doors locked, I lay
Sometimes thinking of you
And I smile
But it's mute
Cause the tears make it so
And the cries of dispute
Make me still want to go
But I promised I'd stay
And I want you to know
That it will be okay soon,
(Just maybe too slow)
That I care for you too much to loosen my grip
That I'm holding on tighter and won't let you slip
And I wish you were here just as I'm here for you
But I know that I wish what can never be true
And you know I don't mind
and you know I'm still here
And right here I will stay
till my strength disappear...

Believe me, I won't let you sit here and cry...
I won't let you blame yourself, wondering why...
I won't take the risk of another goodbye...
(I don't know how)
Somehow I won't let me die.