I was afraid of it
Losing you
I dreamt about it

I took it as a sign
Of good luck
But I was wrong
A rabbi told me
That the soul knows
When the time has come
Maybe my heart knew

I fear from it, dealing with your death
Once I've started accepting grandpa's death
Now I've to deal with yours

The Doctors said that you've suffered a lot
They said the same thing about your pa
I was so close to you,
I was never this close to you...

You were my only real uncle
I have another one
I wish he were dead
And not you
I know it is a bad thing to say
But he's dead in my father's eyes for years
You were my only one
My only real uncle
The only one that I ever known and loved

I knew you were diying
From the second
Dad told me
About your situation
I was trying to prepare myself
And my little sister
But it wasn't that easy
Now, that I know the consonances...


I cant even believe it or even understand it,
Losing you
I keep telling my self
That you're dead
If I say it enough times,
I might actually believe it.
I was scared of writing a single word
About how I felt
When you were
Taking your last few breaths
In this world


Just the thought of my world
Without you

Nothing can assist you now
This is not a dream
Or a nightmare
It is the reality
A reality
That I need to learn
How to survive in