How do you write on piece of paper,
All that you can't even feel?
I should have known,
How time passed me by.
I wish I could go back,
To this one missing moment.
I wish I had the chance to change,
I wish I had it all.

How I wandered the streets so alone,
Well, no one seemed to care.
I had no place to go,
I just wished to be left alone.
Now I can't find myself anymore,
And why should you even know?

I can't do this anymore,
I can't write another word.
No feelings to hide,
I just had so much.
Got another way to live,
For a long long time.

I just wish I could point my gun,
It is easy for you to say.
So much to say goodbye for,
So much to let go.
I never wanted another,
I guess this is the end.

I once had a cloud above my head,
Raining like there is a hope.
I guess I can't feel those things anymore,
I just found my whole life dead inside me.
Well I guess this is the end of this silly story,
Which I can't even forget.
This line will be left blank,
It is ment some day to be filled.