I was standing
standing beside the stairs
looking at the sea
I saw red, I saw yellow
I saw something
it was the sunset
my eyes blinked
and blinked again
still saw the sunset,
I felt my heart outside my body
it's like touching a very hot oven
my mind spanned in my head
just thought of one thing
a path appeard.
a door opened.
it was there,
I was confused
it was there,
couldn't say a word
it was there,
I acted like a fool
it was there,
my heart called something
it was there,
it didn't hear the call
or ignored it
it was there,
I wanted it beside me
when I felt blue
it was there,
but now
it is not there
I'm looking for it
waiting to see a spot of light
a lightening
a spot of hope
to hit my heart again
wish I could have catched it when
it was there..
it was there
it was there.