I feel like crushing something.
I feel like crushing you.
I hate you now because I loved you.
I can see now what you made me do.

And I feel you run within my veins,
And I curse my bastard blood.

An evil man of goodness came
I was part of you, my heart is mud.

My anger rises through my throat,
You are me and I hate you for both.

I hate you so because I love you
I need you so and I can't have you.

Smile, speak, hear and breathe,
My heart comes out for you for waht I need.

I know who you are,
I know what you stand for,
But still I need you as do all.

I will not beg,
I will be strong,
For I have long now gained control.