like a clown with a red nose
like hell with a rose
my heart I painfully close
wearing mask of stupidity

stupidity they see,
when they look around me
a person with no thoughts
so shallow, so false

hurt, kill, spit and destroy
all I look for
a clown, heel, the saten
what else would they say?

deep in my soul ships are sailing
thoughts from each space failing
failing to come out
and leave the fucking mask
on the naked ground.

so true yes so unreal
so shallow yet ready to fulfill
if I could only be myself
if I could only let

the ships to sale,
my thoughts to stay
and my words to change
my false mask of stupidity!