woke up sweating, almost screaming

woke up from the truth to find myself dreaming

in your sweet sour smell of sweat

and the T-shirt that's on you is still wet.

i'm hanging on to you so tight,

can't fall asleep beside you tonight.

kiss your dreaming eyes,

and sink deeper in this bubble of lies.

I'm lost inside our false promisses,

my heart doesn't listen to what my head says.

and it feels so confusing to be so sure

i don't know how much more i can endure.







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