How long have I tried to remember,
How everything went so far away.
My whole life flashed before my eyes,
There is nothing for you to see.
Maybe I should have cried,
But the parts within my soul,
Lost the way in a dreadful lie.

And still sometimes,
I try to think about her.
There is no place for me to stay,
I still stand in the cold long rain.
I tried to hold her hand,
But she seemed to be so far away.

Still I walk down the cemetery,
Where my heart once sworn to love.
I lay my hands on her cold grave,
Trying to open my eyes at last.
And all these past years,
I thought to take away the pain,
And forget it at last.

And still I walk in the cold falling rain,
Trying to live in the past.
There are wounds that will never heal,
It's ok I know she is far and around.

Trying to hold her hand,
Trying to hold the past,
Trying to hold the pain,
Trying to hold my mind.

And still I walk...