So difficult trying to forget you
In your arms I feel so comfortably numb
I love you, but I won't let you
hold my heart 'cause I was dumb.

You go around like nothing happened
Throwing smiles at everyone
In my mind I see you laughing
every time I come undone.

Why? Why was I so stupid?
Looking in your eyes like a fallen star
You didn't really care about anything
when you drove away in your car.

Every tear I've shed about you
Every moment lost in time
It was all worthless when I found that you
were only messing with my mind.