Single beams of light pierce through the dark clouds
It brings a smile to my face
Reminding me of how I felt near you
How you left me gasping for air

You took my heart with you when you died
It's ok, I have no more need for blood
Blood is the essence of life
And you were the essence of mine

The pictures on the table are blank
Standing apart from the rest
Candles shine throughout the house
But no light or warmth comes forth

I scream my daily curse to God for taking you away
No answer, no surprise
Just another day with my head in the pillow
Getting a bit too dirty from my tears

I wander the halls, longing for you
Holding my chest in pain
I fall to the ground every few minutes
Calling out for your name

Is this the life you condemned me to live?
Is this what I deserve for letting you die?
Heaven will not keep us apart
And just let Hell try!