The inhumanity of men sometimes drives me mad
Keeping away I remain lonely, this is why I'm sad
The wind blowing from the window feels colder in the bed
Where blankets only keep me warm, for everything else is
dead
When the world comes breaking through I feel choked with
disgust
What was once purity and good had turned to evil and lust
Growing each night inside of me I feel the invincible rage
Don't bother trying to calm me down, I think we're past that
stage
No where to escape from all this pain
I've reached the border again

Voiceless cries fill my ears when silence takes control
Realizing it is my voice the walls begin to fall
Guarding my self defenselessly against myself and the
unknown
I guess I was sick when they taught the class that the heart
is simply alone
Watching me when I'm asleep you'll only my shadows of past
Dreaming of a bed under the ground, rested and free at last
Strangled by the real world contemplating the afterlife
Every time you break the bond and your tongue becomes a
knife
From hurt to injured to insane
I've stretched the line again

No therapist in the world can explain to me what to do
When the time finally comes to die for needing you
Answering questions with riddles and problem with
catastrophe
Hoping they can begin to grasp some of my philosophy
The further your footsteps take you away the bigger the hole
in my heart
Inhumane feeling takes my soul, part after part
Breaking what can be broke and bleeding for the cause
Don't you wait to see me cry, it's not my world and not my
laws
Hating myself now after loving you then
I have crossed the border again