I feel like there is a cavity in my hearts
All my life force is dripping
Slowly.... Excruciatingly...
Bounding me to the ground with self pity

The lowly feeling transforms into a piercing pain in my
heart
I can't breath
I gasp for air

I wake up in a sudden jump
And your image appears
All that misery starts again

I want to leave this world
Leave all the worrying and suffering behind
So why do I stay?

Why should I endure all this pain
Why should I take upon myself all this strain
Why should I put myself in effort
Why shouldn't I simply, let go????