Some times I want to die
The rest of the time I don't want to live
Every day is a war
From so many things I have to ignore
From what is real and from what is not
But if its real to me that's all Ive got

A new bond so late
Will just be a new layer of paint
Which will hold the house of cards a bit longer
But its still a house of cards
So one day after  it really doesn't mater
You will bury me sooner or later
With my hands on my eyes six feet under
I will lie in the mud with the worms as my friends
And you will wipe-off another forest
To dig some more graves for the human slaves
And just for wipping in the name of ignorance
It wasn't heaven and it wasn't hell
It was too normal inside a prison cell

So now,
Wear nothing but two left gloves
Feel nothing but unused love
After all the attempts I could had think of
There is a door and I have a key
There is the exit to eternity
Then my head starts to think And I take a step back
What if I will feel alone once again and crack
With all the eternity people floatting weightless
Human beings being useless
Preying faithless and fucking restless

No say I to the key and the door
No I say to the world before
I will stay here in this very point
I will wait here for some one like me
And untill then I will roll me a joint
That will last for at least an eternity