Everytime I try to fly I find myself falling
I live with a spirit but I dont have a soul
I'm hanging my tears I don't wanna cry
I tried so hard but u dont get of my mind
people tell me things that I don't understand
but I don't listen I just drow in the sand
I tried to discover what for I live
people recieve, and don't learn how to give
I feel that I'm searching, searching the death
now in my head I have a horrible mess
why they told me that love did exist
when I think of you it's difficult to breath
I love you so much but I think I am wrong
why are you mentioned in all of my songs
they tell me they love me but I know they don't
I get sick of them I get sick of get hurt
I don't know why I so prefer to die
maybe there's a better place up there in the sky

22/11/04