I never used this time well
I never sat with you just like that
My regrets will never go away
They will never understand this guilt
I feel it inside everyday.

Some mistakes are left and forgotten
But this will always lay here
I am doing it all over again
If I only knew how to break this cycle of shame.

And now I have lost my chance
And knowing that I'd never get another one
I am choosing just to run away
How could I take this thing for granted,
How can I carry the weight of the guilt?

So as tears go by
I am happy for feeling this self hate
And this pure sadness
Maybe it'd some good for my soul
'Cause I will never get to you.