Lurking in darkness, a sad amusement by the waves,
smiles of grey becoming the worse kind of shame.
When the moon is obscured by clouds,
The same old anguish refines.

Sail away, to an unknown land,
Reaping the sunlight with nightmares and pain.
Why should I daydream when there is no one to blame?
If you could only come back, if those words weren't meant to
be said...

Swift with the wind, yellow leaves start to breathe,
An unspoken prayer is feeding the will,
To be in your arms again,
To feel, to love, to touch,
Once more , for evermore.

Taming myself to change,
Those slapping would bring the relief,
When pills can't take you to the other side of the bridge,
Unless you really wish for it, unless you're killing
yourself to live.

Can you hear my screams?
I need you shattered love of mine.
You were wrong , you ain't someone to be forgotten.
Time doesn't heal when you are too ill,
When the watch cracks in your hands and the glass-hour
leaves its stains.


Taming myself to change,
Those slapping would bring the relief,
When pills can't take you to the other side of the bridge,
Unless you really wish for it, unless you're killing
yourself to live.