I see smiling faces of people i know
And love
But i'm nowhere to be found
Some still alive, some gone forever
Some mere scetches of them olf selves

I've grown and i formed
I've thought and i learned
Since our nightly sessions
Ashamed i'm alone

I see your disappointed faces
That i love
And i'm nowhere to be found
Some think i got bored, some think i'm fake
But the truth is i'm hurting and cant bare the sight

I've read and i smarted
I've admitted and regretted
Since our nightly sessions
Afraid yet still drawn

I hear tales of my self proclaimed family
All now gone
Still wimpy and nowhere to be found
You've accepted my lies you forgave not disowned me
My thanks i yet to show

I mourned i have feasted
I've lost and i found
Since our nightly sessions
Truely unworthy finally i'm shown.