chaos in my head
anger
hunger
will
to kill
to burn
to turn
my world upside down

i'm so sick and tired
to give and not get
to forgive and forget
to love
to hate
to wait
for an unknown fate

i don't know if i can forgive
this damaged world
for what he gave me
i should have left it long ago
to a place i disurve
heaven

stupidity is the motive for every heman being
bananas republic
soon to bring distruction upon itself
and end my suffer