The pain inside me is growing and my strength with it.
I'm becoming dangoures and no one seems to notice but I
won't be here for the time
it will get out-THE BEAST IN ME.
No one knows..No one suspects.....FOOLS!
I want to kill them all but I won't, I love to
much..So...I'll kill myself before and they will live after
me.
They will be happy and I will look after them in the other
world from any harm.

The strugle in me is growing with pain and it is
hurting...I'm afraid I won't make it..
I'm afraid I'll do something earlier than I'm supposed to.
Wish me luck.