So much feeling inside me
So many things I don't know
So much knowing and learning
I just must let her go.

So much craving for someone
So many secrets I fear
So much pain, love and more
I just can't leave her near.

So much love I want to speak of
So much pain I want to scream
So much of her I want to have
that I can only only dream.

So much of everything my mind is full of
So much of nothing my stomach aches
So much of something my heart explodes now
and I only want her hands.

So much of being alone in bed
So much of asking questions unanswered
So much of praying for the unsaid
that I should let my hopes lie dead.

So much hoping for the future
So much thinking of the past
So much dreaming in the present
that I must awake at last.

So much her I smell even now
So much her I see and want
So much her I hear and laugh
that I must have it all dreamt.

So much I want of her
So much I want to say to her
So much I want to do for her
that I must let go of her.