i love
all the fruits of life
but it seems they have gone rotten
I hate
all the bad shit I've done
and the good things get forgotten
I sit
and I wonder why
all I do turns out wrong
I shake
and I want to cry but I've forgotten how
its been so long
you drugged me up and tied me down
left me there with just my frown
yes i have been put through my paces
you made it so I cannot feel
how the hell could I ever heal
in this place with expressionless faces
so I just block it all out of my mind
how this world is so unkind
and yet it still comes back to haunt me
memories that love to taunt me
by now I'm sure I've had more than my fill
so I sit here and watch my own blood spill