I can see now
You're getting further away
And we were best friends
And you're the only one I could think of
And I shouldn't have done this.

Will we ever do
All the stuff that we dreamt of?
I knew it'd end this way
Knew it all before
I could have seen it coming,
And when you asked me and I agreed
And when you told me the future didn't matter
And we are here now that's all that's important
I knew we'd come this way.

When you ask me if everything is cool
When you say you love me
I know how you feel
And this is not the problem,
As you were always honest with me
It's the new distance that matters
It's the new life you have
It's the new people you have met
And I do want you to be who you are and be as happy as you
can be
But understand,
I can't be like them
I can't lie to myself
I can not break away from me.
And I don't know if I'm the only one like this
But I'm starting to feel so,
And I don't know if you have ever felt for me, as I for you
But all this doesn't matter at all
I've never loved you this way,
Just felt you're like me
Felt we had something there
And I am not going to throw away all this time
By telling this to you
And I'll be waiting for your next letter,
And I'll not cry for all the planes we've made and will
never do
I won't let them know
But I knew we'd come this way
And I'm so sorry
But I can't be like them.