Sometimes I think that I'm substandard in a way.
But maybe I'm just glad to pass another day.
I know I shouldn't be so bitter and so sad.
It's just my fault I'm doing everything so bad.

I'm happy I'm not shamed my manners don't exist-
I don't care.
Not paying attention to what other people think of me-
don't care.
My hate had turned by love turned upside down again-
my mind is away
And I can't figure out what else I got to say

No one can feel this way forever
no one can lose this shit
I don't think that something's getting better
But I'm just messed up once again