My darling, I'm writing to you

I don't know really how to say this, but I have feelings for
some one else. I love him as well, but I'm not sure I'm in
love with him and its tearing me inside....
I feel like I'm deceiving you and it's not right to do so.
And that's why I must tell you, I know it would have been
bettor if it was face to face but I'm too much of a coward
for that.
I'm in love with you that I do know, if I hurt you I'm sorry
I did not meant for any of it to happen please belief me.
I need some time for my self, to understand some things and
how do I feel I came to this conclusion last night with
every thing that happened and the fight between us.
I need to know if we meant to be...
I know it's hard but it must be done please understand.

If you read these lines it means I'm not a complete cowered
and I did give you this letter....

Good bye to you my dear
Hope you don't hate me for this

Jane