Today I hurt myself to see how much it bleeds,
I wasn't able to pass the mental barrier,
So I didn't.

Today I cried once again,
For hopeless love,
On a one way street.

Today I felt miserable,
Almost wishing I was dead,
Remembering everything you said,
So I stopped.

Today I will try again,
Drinking a bottle of Vodka,
Pretending its water,
Take the knife,
And pass the hard skin.

Today I'm hurt,
You hurt me once again.