Why should I grief for scenes of sin that haunt me through
the night?
When all they do is help me through the urge to stop the
fight
My loyalty is true but for how long I could not say
For staying true is hardest when you're keeping me away.
Do not misunderstand my words! Its only you I love!
It's just that I can't do a thing to lift you up above
And all my power I should give to take your pain and kill
it
But you stay calm and say it's natural though I can not feel
it
This is quite absurd you know? It makes me feel so weak!
So why should I stay stuck with you and not step out to
seek?
I'll seek a love un-tainted, love that doesn't cause me
grief
And should I till then have my fun in stealth like some dark
thief?
Perhaps I should but I just couldn't think about self
healing
It's harder still to bend a virtue then to kill a feeling
You know from where I come, I had a darker path before
And that persona from within is growing more and more
That iron armor that I forged to keep him from controlling
me
Is getting weaker all the time, by will alone he's still not
free
And though it's hard to keep him still, I'll do it all to
seal the hole
I'll do my best to keep him sealed but you must help before
I fall
It's not in words and not in thought that you should tend my
wounded soul
It takes your actions and your will to reach our destined
mutual goal
But if your preference lies in crying and simplicity,
Remember that my darker path is still a part of me...